Trust

Iv seen enough for two lives
I’m not innocent, Scars on my back the weight on my shoulders I’ve got blood in my eyes
Stained up my lungs from my thoughts I could never hide
Iv lost and iv gained sacrifices made it takes two but I’m one in the same
How do I tell my sister I miss her without sounding like I’m the one that’s in pain
How do I tell my family I got em with out printing cards in they names
How do I tell the girl that I love that I love her without sounding like Im the one who need it

Blood in my sight
Blood on my name
I trust you to guid me through all of the pain
I feel like my life’s been clouded with plagues
Souls is still protected with faith
I’ll never lose it gods in my safe
Lord please teach me to forgive coz I can’t forget runs through my mind like a plague

I’m stressed
I got to many scares that way on my chest
To many bullets that pierce my vest
I just want a better life for the family and next
I know the path isn’t clear or straight
But I trust you to guide me straight to the gates
I’ve been lost but I’m high so it’s okay
Chilling on valleys strapped up the north face

I knew that music would open up doorways
And tear down the bridges of my pastways
Instead of chasing hits i chase my mind
Write my lyrics my thoughts unwind
From diary to pages tracks on the playlists
Got you all listening like I’m outta time
Back in the whip and the day grow cold
Heart on my sleeve my soul turned old
Even my soft writing turns so bold
Who knew I could turn my words to gold

Heavenly Father, I ask You to take control
My whole life I’ve been losing my soul
Bit by bit, I let the devil grow, up in the sticks
Stacking the money to glow on my wrist
For my ego’s sake, I did it for validation kicks
I found myself when I lost myself
And picked myself up from my darkest self
And started to believe in my wealth like my words were delivering help
I brought myself back through my rhyme and breath
I’m living my life but I’m dancing with death
She stained my heart from the hollow embraces that hide my pain
Grace found a way through the cracks in my shame
Whispered my worth while I buried my name
I painted my silence in verses of flame
Stitched my scars he rebuilt my frame
But Saint holds it down that’s my difference in fame
Only my girl, my family, and God Can call me by my first name