out in the cold

I’m walking, I’m searching, for the love that never comes
I’m walking, I’m searching, for the safety of a home
I’m lost and I’m screaming, like the shadow of a child
I’m floating, I’m dreaming, caught up in an endless stride

Now there ain’t no one there to save me, when I’m bleeding in the cold
There ain’t no one there to hold me, as my body turns cold
If I ever were to ask you, I’d just turn out as bold
You’d put me in your dead zone, leave my memory to mold

You know I tried real hard, to make you mine
We were good at first, I know I treated you right
But had I ever known, I couldn’t soothe my thirst
I would’ve never let it slide, and let you get to me first

Now there ain’t no one there to save me, when I’m bleeding in the cold
There ain’t no one there to hold me, as my body turns vold
If I ever were to ask you, I’d just turn out as bold
You’d put me in your dead zone, leave my memory to mold

Now I know that in hindsight, that I came out wrong
When I pushed your limits too far, keeping you all alone
Hidden away in a cellar, buried deep in the dark
I think the pain and isolation, finally killed our spark
No I don’t deserve to be saved, so let me bleed out like the lamb
The dust is all to ever hold me, to consume what was a man
There ain’t no one left to ask for, I know that you wait for me
Like a dog without a home, although you’re hungry and beat
But you must never forget, that I loved you the most
Saving you from the others, creeping on you like ghosts
I think they’ll never understand, as it all came out wrong
But I think that up here in heaven, I’m not gonna walk alone