Lost in the Mirror of Self-Despair

I found my life

Hanging from aTread as thinAs iceI thought id findThe strengthBut so didYou and both we failed

This world i triedTo conquerIn my head and with my soulI ended up losingThe Hope i had and all control

SomewhereSomewhere as cold as iceBewareBeware my blinded eyes

A quest for glory
And a lust for lifeGone in a flashAbuse consumed theMeaning i once hadI lost the catch
Now teardropsRun just likeA waterfallThe pain is gone
What does it help?When i awake it is all that i know
SomewhereSomewhere as cold as iceBewareBeware my blinded eyes

Its killing me tonightStill i hope for lightIn this unholy nightAaahhBring me closer to the final step
The feeling is much strongerResenting makes me weak
Although i’m going underI am standing on my feet
Once i thought of freedomAs an escape from my mind
But i’ve learned that being freeIs changing all the time
I’m going on for myself nowThe only reasonIs You cant save me
Looking for others to heal meWas self treasonCause i had it all in me
Lost in the mirror of self despairMirror of self despair!!

Can you relate to any Of the words im telling youDo you know how it feels To lose yourselfinfront youIt always feels like you will end it allAnd have controlBut the next day you scream enoughFrom the top of your lungs

SomewhereSomewhere as cold as iceBewareBeware my blinded eyes

Its killing me tonightStill i hope for lightIn this unholy nightAaahhBring me closer to the final step
I walk in the valley
They’re all looking for meat the end there’s a mirrorit wants to judge me I’ll never, never go back again (back again)Yeah i’ll never, never go back
I’ll never, never go back againI’ll never go baaaackI’ll never, never go back again yeeeaaah I’ll never… never go back.