I’ve only played my part

“Don’t worry for me”
“I’m dealing with it”
I learnt how to hide
All this pain inside

“Of course I like your choice”
“I’m here to soothe”
Can’t you hear my voice?
My throat is not smooth

“I’ll do my stuff later on
I’m not leaving you alone”
Psychological threat
To make me do what you said

“I understand what you feel
I’d do whatever you expect”
But you can’t feel me;
You only look at yourself

Grasp some time for you
And rest tonight at home
So full of cracks and wounds
But the mirror can still look
Through my helpless light

For those unwritten rules
I’ve done what you expect
I’ve only played my part so…

Go out
And scream it
I dream to be free
Like the air
Like the birds

Shout
Believe it
The man that you know
Is a mask
Don’t have mercy

Shout
“I’m not what you deserve
One day you’ll regret”
It hurts but you are my pearl
That I love and respect

“You stay with me never
You think of me never”
That’s not true, we’re together,
You choose not to remember

“You’re not doing enough
Now that times are tough”
With love I’m gifting more
Time than I can afford

“Ok, leave me alone
Just have it your way”
This time, I swear, I’ll move on
I’ll have it my way

Grasp some time for you
And rest tonight at home
Like when the key to survive
Was listening to Numb

Don’t pull too much the rope
Or it is gonna break
The reason why we’re scared
But you would not let go so…

Go out
And scream it
I dream to be free
Like the air
Like the birds

Shout
Believe it
The man that you know
Is a mask
Don’t have mercy

Shout