Is This What You Meant

John Mayer in my ear
I’ thinking of you
I know you hate him
But his shit’s so smooth
And I’m not sorry
For what went down, no
But I hate the way
That you left town

‘Cause all this time
I never let myself heal
And all this time
You said it was no big deal, but

It didn’t have to be this way
Tell me one more time
Everything’s gonna turn out fine
It didn’t have to be this way
Is this what you meant
When you said we could still be friends

Remember when
You used to play those games
Sometimes you would
Stay in bed all day
I’m not sorry
For what went down, no
But I hate the way
That you left town

‘Cause all this time
I never let myself heal
And all this time
You said it was no big deal, but

It didn’t have to be this way
Tell me one more time
Everything’s gonna turn out fine
It didn’t have to be this way
Is this what you meant
When you said we could still be friends