Happily Ever After

I can feel the end creep up like doubt
Hate to hear the words that i spit out when i was thinking of you dearly
I can hear them laughing at me now
Patterns that I still can’t figure out
Everything I touch burns severely

But what about that fairytale ending?
Wasn’t that the reason you’re pretending all this time to be in love?
How about our happily ever after?
How about the tracks of all your laughter that I’ve stored inside my brain

This wasn’t supposed to happen
I’m sick of the forced detachment
When’s my happily ever after
Hate to host the funeral once again
What am I supposed to tell my friends,
Another tragic lover’s ending?
Hopelessly devoted to the trend
Choosing all the world’s very worst men for my own doom which is impending

But what about that fairytale ending?
Wasn’t that the reason you’re pretending all this time to be in love?
How about our happily ever after?
How about the tracks of all your laughter that I’ve stored inside my brain

This wasn’t supposed to happen
I’m sick of the forced detachment
When’s my happily ever after
It’s worse than I could imagine
Becoming such a violent addict
Chasing happily ever after
When’s it my turn?
When’s it my turn?
This wasn’t supposed to happen
I’m no good at this detachment
When’s my happily ever after?