An experienced child

I’ve been awake at night
Thinking about days I destroyed our time
I wish that I could show you what I kept inside
One day I might

So you think that I have crossed the line
Maybe that’s the truth, I don’t know right now
It doesn’t matter anyway

So
Do you think I’m inexperienced?
Do you think I undermined the way I lived
lived off of sin
Do you think I’m inexperienced?
Do you think I undermined the way I felt
Like you’ve never felt

I tried my best this time
Promise that I kept on choosing what seemed right
Here I am again on the bottom now
Someone save me

So you think that I’m enjoying life
Never growing up, ’cause it’s so much fun
Guess it don’t matter anyway

Because
I know you think I’m inexperienced
I know you think I undermined the way I lived
lived off of sin
Do you think I’m inexperienced?
Do you think I undermined the way I felt
Like you’ve never felt

I’m an experienced, experienced child
I’m an experienced, experienced child
I’m an experienced, experienced child